Astronauts Cover アストロノーツ【hikarustation】


If I ate the curry I made tonight and left none for you, I wonder if that would be okay. You’d make a horrible face. “I don’t want to eat anymore, it’s fine,” you’d probably say. If I was bullied, I wonder if I’d be the kind of person to fight back. And maybe you would smile a little more than you do now. If I was alone, I would have lived without ever bothering you. But then, just like that, I would have lived my life never having known you. If I was a liar, I wonder, would you scold me? Those many “what if” stories, come to mind when I’m in my room. From my days of nothing, from in between the cracks, the many “what if”s come leaking out. Now, I close my eyes, and close my ears, and walk forward. Your voice and your smile, I can’t see them anymore, but perhaps that’s fine. It’s just the things I hate from within my mind, if they all disappeared, I wonder if it’ll be okay. If I was an honest person, would you believe me until the end? I’m sure you’d just laugh at that. Everyone would finally understand. No matter how many times I call out to you, it never reaches. “Isn’t it strange?” I wish I could go to you. But my knees tremble. Like they’re saying, “Serves you right.” If I was alive, I’d make a song just for you to hear. Of course, it’s embarrassing, so I won’t let you hear it, but I’d like to sing to you, someday. I hope it reaches you, someday. Now, I close my eyes, and close my ears, and walk forward. Your voice and your smile, I can’t see them anymore, but perhaps that’s fine. Now, I close my eyes, and close my ears, and walk forward. Your voice and your smile, I can’t see them anymore, but perhaps that’s fine.

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